right now i feel kind of empty and like i want to cry but i just dont have enough energy or a reason..i dont even know why. why do i feel so retarded ( Read more... )

so right now im just putting off more homework which just equals less sleep for me :( but right now im so ultimate stressed and have so much homework its like all i fucking do. i go and do homework and when im not doing that im doing fucking community service which totally drains me... but at least today my mom felt sorry for me and let me sleep in ( Read more... )

so anyways after i fail at being straight edge i try to continue to lie to people and pretend like i am. but for some stupid reason im so retarded and i feel like i can trust tara b but i guess i cant... for some reason something came up the other day adn i decided to tell her the truth but that was a fucking retarded thing to do...so today i was ( Read more... )

ahhhh i feel extremely retarded right now and i think i should be happy. summer skool started today and that makes me get up early adn be bored for 4 hours. then i am always doing something when im not at skool im just some where else. im really frustrated adn tired:( i really need to just sit around and breathe i wanna smoke with ashley again but ( Read more... )

today some stupid old man called the cops on me for riding the cobra at central
i guess i scared his grand kids
what ever
i know i didnt
it doesnt matter
he left first
the popos never came
me and morgan won the battle

sometimes when no ones around i rock out to avril :)