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cordi73

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Jan 17, 2005 22:57

I always feel like I bore people. Like they only listens to me to be nice. Or because they feel sorry. I either talk too much or I don't dare to talk at all. I feel like people look at me like they think I am so weird but they pretend to like and understand me. I feel like some of my "friends" are not my real friends but only stick with me cause I ( Read more... )

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jafsica January 18 2005, 01:25:26 UTC

I feel that way a lot.

cordi73 January 18 2005, 14:40:50 UTC

Yea, I guess we are all just pretenders in some way. The way we act and talk to others. Nobody's ever totally honest all the time...we are too afraid of hurting others or not being accepted. There's only few people I trust. Only few that I feel I can be myself around without feeling uncomfortable.

In my opinion fightxtoxunite January 18 2005, 05:43:18 UTC

I think true love is more important than real friendships, but true love doesn't happen too often anymore. Everyone has at least one true friend, but I would say less than 1 out of ten finds true love.

Re: In my opinion cordi73 January 18 2005, 14:31:58 UTC

I agree. Only, not everyone has at least one true friend,I think. There were times when I didn't and some people never had and never will have any real friends.
And isn't it sad that true love is so rare? That means most people won't find true love throughout their entire life. But isn't love supposed to be what makes life good? Are we not incomplete until we find true love? Or is that all bullshit? I dunno. And how can you tell that you found true love? Ok, I think about this way too much...it's something one should not waste too much thought on. It'll either happen. Or not.

my thoughts... fightxtoxunite January 18 2005, 21:16:03 UTC

You are exactly right, it will either happen or it won't. There isn't much sense in worrying about it. Love is most certainly a way that we can define ourselves, or enjoy life, but it is not the only means to either of those. Most things of this nature, especially true love, are impossible to define. It's sort of like a fairy tale, or a religion. Perhaps you will never know whether or not you have found it, or even if it exists. Believing true love is out there is just easier than thinking there isn't that perfect state of being. I believe in true love as much as I believe in God, but whether or not I ever find either of them is not something I am going to worry about.

Re: my thoughts... cordi73 January 18 2005, 21:29:42 UTC

I don't believe in god.
I believe in true love though...

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sort of on the subject fightxtoxunite January 21 2005, 01:20:09 UTC

I just heard a song br bright eyes that almost perfectly fits this topic called "Kathy with a K's song" and I thought it was decent.