Are there tears in my eyes? I thought I could not cry... And what for? I just found out what I already knew. I don't want to feel.

...Well, I'll go see what Hiro's doing.

longing.

nostalgia.

So the impossible just happened to me. A total stranger asked me out ( Read more... )

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish
I could just turn off
My emotions
Where is the lightswitch
To not feeling it
At all
And my return
To reality
To cold cold
Emptiness
Is that all

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“Act as if the maxim of your action were to become through your will a general natural law.”

...So we started to talk about Kant in philosophy. He's a weird character. What an amazingly interesting class!

Last night was fun. Sumi and me went to Eva Lorsy's house. Maria was there too. We ate and drank and laughed a lot. Then Müh came. She's funny. We did some Karaoke. Man, that rocked! And hurt my ears ( Read more... )

I feel kind of empty at the moment. I had my last exam of the first quarter today. I should be glad that it's over. And I am. But now there's nothing in my life anymore. Not even an exam I could worry about ( Read more... )

Exactly 4 years ago I kissed a boy for the first time. It felt kind of weird but was exciting. And I started to really enjoy kissing eventually. I've kissed 4 different boys since that day. The last time I was kissed is about 9 months ago. I have not kissed anyone since then. But that's ok. I'm fucking lonely!