Не избежать ни старости, ни тленья…

Я жил как все, но счастлив все же был

и умереть смогу без сожаленья

лишь потому, что встретил Вас и Вас любил.

Александр Ковалевский
http://www.stihi.ru/2007/12/25/3881

Лишиться воли,

Лишиться памяти - растаять!

На шпалах липко-грязный снег.

Запаян разум.

Контроль над телом осуществляет

Какой-то внутренний человек.

Человек? Теряют смысл фразы.

Дорога - тренажёр для пьяных ног,

А они сплетаются, заразы,

Рождая пасть ещё один предлог.

Предлог? А так всё очень просто:

Заплыв на самый счастливый остров, - домой -
На ( Read more... )

Бесполезно дурманящие сигареты,

Сажа на окнах - не видно света.

С ним не могла говорить об этом…

Без него так свободно… легко дышать

Сложно смириться с чужими мыслями.

Вновь недоверие… липкое, склизское.

С делами расхожи - слова изысканны…

Без него… так легко умерла душа…

Мария Дунин-Барковская

Ok, so the only purpose of this update is to tell Miriam AKA my women that i love her. Turns out that she was kinda upset that her name wasn't ever mentioned in this thing so Miriam "Baby I love you". yeah it turns out that i am a sucker for shory blue eyed red heads. Sometimes I kinda wonder because she can be kinda simple minded at times but i ( Read more... )

it's my 18th birthday today but I don't feel any different. I think being 18 is over rated i still can't get in to any pool halls after 10:00pm it's bullshit. But, I'm still happy to finaly be an adult. people give kids so much bullshit. There goes that word again, no more entries for a while.

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I'm tired right now so i'll keep it short. Gonna go get my second job tomorrow so wish me luck. Then I'm gonna get my cell phone back because I lost it... or more so left it in cary. I feel so lost without it. So after I make comments on the people that I think is cool's live journals. I'm off to bed. Peace.

Man, I don't know what's up. My life is never simple...well i guess life in general is never simple. So I have thought and thought and I have come to realze. I have no idea what i'm doing. I have no clue at all about how the world runs. I just kinda know how to make money. I try to be nice to people but I always end up getting stabed in the back. ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm starting to get kinda pissed off rite about now. For some strange reason AIM is not working and well It's making me mad. It's sad to think about it but AIM is my life. Well it's my life at night at least what will keep me from getting bored without it. So it seem's like I have finaly pissed someone off so much that they say they hate me. ( Read more... )

I had my day off and I feel like a wasted it. There is not much I can do about it now, so I save the bitching for another day. Man I think typing is so hard but I think i'm getting the hang of it now. I still think it's hard as shit to type something and not look but I am getting better. I should of paid this more attention when we did this in the ( Read more... )