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[coreyzd]

damn. whenever i visit this page and read things i have written, i'm embarassed for myself. it's really quite pathetic, the things i post here. and i always think to myself, "well at least i've grown up a little since then." but the truth is, i haven't. whenever i'm feeling a little down or depressed, i always come here for some reason. i

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[a_tragic_dream]

Hey. I feel the same way. I'm constantly feeling like I should be doing more with my life, and that I should've gone about things so much differently. My current situation is alright, but I feel like I should just be happier, but I just don't really know how to go about changing that. And, about missing people... I feel like I really don't have any 'close' friends anymore. It makes me really upset when I think about all the people I used to be able to call whenever, about whatever. I remember how close I used to be to everyone and it makes me feel good because I remember all the good times, but I can't just call those people up because it just seems awkward because we don't really know eachother anymore. I just feel really disconnected from everyone. I guess that's just all a part of growing up. I miss high school. :(