My stomach is in knots ( Read more... )

 Alex is already interested in someone else. He told me earlier tonight ( Read more... )

 Stop hating, start loving ( Read more... )

 Now that Alex and I are broken up he has started doing all the things that I pleaded and begged for. All the things I needed him to do in order to stay with him. He doesn't smoke as many cigarettes, he only smokes weed at night, he's getting up earlier in the mornings, he's socializing with other people, he's looking for work....

I guess all he ( Read more... )

 Gaaahhh living at home is driving me insane. I want my own place!!!!

Thinking about couch surfing with my friend in Jamaica or Bermuda in the next month or so. We'll see how that goes.

So I have decided to wear my glasses full time now. Funny thing, as I'm typing this I'm not wearing them. Haha. I don't really need them to see close up though, only far distances. So I wear them at work, while I'm driving, if we go out, etc etc. I don't wear them for close up things like using the computer, reading, cooking, blah blah. It's really ( Read more... )

 I pray that when the sun does rise
And dotes upon your lovely eyes
That rays will shine and light the way
To make for you a lovely day
My sleeping angel when you wake
I pray for you my heart to take
To have and hold through thick and thin
To shield my eyes away from sin
My partner, lover, and my friend
I'm with you till the very end 

 I know I haven't posted about the Rainbow Gathering yet but whenever I think about it I miss it intensly. It was one of those experiences in life when you finally find your place in the world. I've hung out with many different people in all types of settings but I never came nearly as close to feeling at home as I did with the Rainbow family. It ( Read more... )

Hey Clay ( Read more... )

 We are leaving for the Rainbow Gathering in a few hours. Just getting together some last minute things before we head out. I am very much looking forward to being in a community of peace, love, and harmony. Time to really reconnect with the great Mother and truly appreciate life in all of it's glory ( Read more... )