I hung out with Laura and KAthie last night, and I finally realized that I shouldn't be angry at myself over her. (No, not Tiffany!). I have done nothing but try and help her, but, I don't get any thanks but a swift kick to my ass. Whatever though, I guess that I just have to move on, and forget. I don't know how I should, I just feel like, nothing ( Read more... )

Okay, so Courtney got accepted to

EASTERN MICHIGAN UNIVERSITY!

*Jumps around frantically*

I'm so fucking excited. Now, I don't have to go to OCC, now I can be close to my friends, and NOW, I'll be 15 minutes away from Lionel. I don't even know if anyone is as excited as I am! WOO HOO!!!

Anybody else going to Eastern?

Okay, so I couldn't really write everything I wanted to write yesterday because I was on the phone and my friends were over. But, let's see.

Okay, for one, I want the world to know this, and I don't care who sees it.

I DESPISE EMMA!!

Okay, I got that off of my chest, but, let me explain why. If you go to Seaholm, as do I, have you ever had a ( Read more... )

I try to make things better, and I guess I have to realize that I'm not the one whose wrong. I'm not the one who has ruined a friendship or break a family. But, she says that she isn't going to apologize? Well, please, I'm asking you, for once, get over the hard headedness and admit your wrong. Who knows, maybe we won't talk for a while, I guess it ( Read more... )

Wow, I think I have food poisoning, and I'm stressed out. But, on a lighter note, I e-mailed my good old friend Jay, and he e-mailed me back, and now we are buddies again. man, I miss those Average Zero days. I'm so tired. Up half the night. I don't know. I gotta finish my homework. I'm out.
.court.

Okay, so seriously, it's time to grow up people. I'm not talking about like the good people I named in my audblog... lOl. Please, when I have an audblog saying I love all of my friends, you don't need to say, OMG I love all of my friends... blah blah blah. Grow up, get a personality, and become yourself. I am so sick and tired of people walking ( Read more... )

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Man, I don't know if today could get worse ((knock on wood)). One of my really good friends mom has been diagnosed with Breast Cancer and it's spreading. I don't know what to tell her, or how to help her, I just know that I am going to be there for her, every step of the way ( Read more... )

My dad chased monsters from the dark
He checked underneath my bed
An he could lift me with one arm
Way up over top of his head
He could loosen rusty bolts
With a quick turn of his wrist
He pulled splinters from his hand
And never even flinched
In thirteen years I'd never seen him cry
But the day that grandma died, I realized

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable ( Read more... )

My new favorite song:

EVANESCENCE

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you ( Read more... )