pandora is fun. today i will allow myself to do absolutely nothing, except satisfy my lazy, hedonistic desires. I'm so happy I get  a fresh start after finals, even if the year does feel like it's dragging. Nothing much to report. well, law and order is calling. ..

Dear God,

Am I dead?

Am I alive?

I am molecules, atoms...but what does that mean? We're the ones who made up arbitrary latin terms and boxes in order to classify and define nature.

Everything (at least on earth) is either matter or energy.

Energy is neither created nor destroyed; it only changes form. 

What is an -ism?
Why do we sleep if Food=calories=ATP=energy? 
And why for so long? Does my brain really 8-10 hours just to organize my thoughts? 
And why does the amount of sleep needed change depending upon the amount of physical activity during the day if sleep is merely psychological?
What is identity? Does it predate society? Was society ( Read more... )

Break has been full of nothingness. Sometimes boredom. Sometimes relaxation. Lots of family parties and too much eating. way too much eating on my part. But ultimately nothingness. I'm not sure I like it that much. So I went to the library today and got some books. Hopefully that will remedy my feeling of discontent. Anyone want to bet on how long ( Read more... )

I think I got over you.

And now I just don't know. 
don't know anything.

Watch me say that and fall head over heels tomorrow morning.

No such thing as absolutes. Shame, isn't it?

I think I'm an Emma Bovary.

Just kill me now.  Please. Please?

Right now, 
Life is like a clam dissection.
Oh my god. Ew. I can't believe I just said that. But it fits....sort of?
Don't be afraid to tell me I should seek some professional medical advice...

 I was sick today, so I had the opportunity to read the Color Purple by Alice Walker. It's a good book; y'all should read it if you haven't already ( Read more... )

Okay, Miss Willa Chen, despite the very horrific entry I just wrote 20 minutes ago, I will attempt to find six things worth noting in my life.

1) Although I never have enough time or will power to practice, Beethoven's Tempest Sonata is fun. And I think I'm developing more of an appreciation for Bach and baroque in general.

2) Due to my awesome ( Read more... )

 I'm thinking my goal in life is to be invisible.

Tengo que hablar solamente en espanol por las proximas 48 horas. Es para la clase de la literatura and las artes modernas. Ya he aprendido muchas palabras, como "bib" = el babero. Pero estoy frustrada porque nadie pero Megan en mi familia me puede entender. No incluye escribir, muchos agradecimientos a Dios. (Tengo hacer tareas para mis clases ( Read more... )