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Oct 03, 2006 16:34

I really hate alot of things about myself. There are days when I can look at myself and be perfectly content, but then there are days or even weeks at a time where there is so much in me I want to fix and I dont know how. Can a person really change after being a certain way for 22 years? I have always been sensitive, I have always taken things way ( Read more... )

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caspian01 October 3 2006, 21:42:04 UTC
2 Corth 10:5 has been super powerful for me when I deal with paranoid thoughts. A lot of times thoughts that come into your head aren't even from you and it's important to monitor them or they'll eat you alive. I've totaly been there before. I'm sorry things have been so hard hun. Keep fighting the fear and feelings of failure because the truth is God gave you the specific personality for a reason and has put you in the situation you find yourself in for a reason. Maybe He's just giving you a time where you have to rely on Him. (which isn't always fun ;)) Hang in there hun.

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laura_emily October 3 2006, 21:50:59 UTC
God gave you the specific personality for a reason and has put you in the situation you find yourself in for a reason.

I so did not read this before I commented. ;o) Great Lauras think alike.

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laura_emily October 3 2006, 21:48:55 UTC
Hey Sweetie! I'm so sorry you've had such a rough couple of days. I think that you have the personality God gave you for a reason, and he made you just the way He wants you. I know you know this, but I like you just the way you are. Remember, our personalities are a lot the same so I, for one, am glad I have someone to relate to who is as AMAZING as you. I hope the next day you work is a lot better. I love you, sweetheart, don't forget it. ;o)

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My Roommate anonymous October 4 2006, 04:04:00 UTC
You know, I think there are always going to be things that we can and probably should improve about ourselves. (Heaven knows I could use a little work in the paranoia department also:) ) But I don't ever want you to change too much, because who you are is wonderful and is someone who has changed my life for the better in so many ways. I'm sorry you had a rough day, and I hope the next few are a vast improvement!

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Re: My Roommate laura_emily October 4 2006, 04:35:15 UTC
who you are is wonderful and is someone who has changed my life for the better in so many ways.

*tearing up* Awhhhhhhh.........I totally feel the same way. ;o)

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