Shay's party was really fun. I felt like such a herm in my costume and people kept getting very confused over my sexuality. By the end of the night I was 'it.' The Fred's were very nice..I must say I developed a small crush on one of them by the end of the night...don't tell. But I enjoyed footsie and laughing and Marta's socks and how everyone ( Read more... )

I fucking hate my dell computer. I have been trying to sign on to AIM because I really need to talk to Lee and Mack and Aric and I hate it!!!!!!!!!! Fuck it! But I don't care...want to know why? Lust my friends. I was trying to find a better word for that today with Jordan. Whats a good word to describe lust without actually saying lust because ( Read more... )

Holy shit, holy shit, holy shit! I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo happpy right now. I am not really alllowed to say why, even though I have already told a lot of people...let's just say it has to do with a guy...a beautimous boy........holy shit...I keep randomly breaking into squeaks and ahhhhhhhhhh...i love everything. Okay two guys have never ( Read more... )

Okay, so today started out really well, I was singing along to all of my Marvin Gaye favorite's in the car and there is nothing quite like a little "Lets Get in On" in the wee small hours of the morning. And my free period was really fun, I spent the whole time talking to Gretchen, Cody and this really cool guy that I met Tyler. But then, during ( Read more... )

-not really that horny guys ( Read more... )

Okay so I just saw Muriel's Wedding for the first time and I absolutely love that movie now! I definitly feel like a Muriel sometimes...if you haven't seen that movie you should. Everyone is kind of a bit fucked up, but that is realistic so it's okay. My step-mom and I both agreed that there was a little lesbian connection between the two best ( Read more... )

Okay, so let me tell you all about (sigh) Joel...he is soooo cute! Okay, he is kind of dorky but in a reallly adorable cute way. I meet him through my youth group over the same weekend that I meet another boy who, i quickly fell in love with only to be crazy-jealous over him and my friend Eve. But no more jealousy. No...none at all. Because ( Read more... )

I have been getting back to nature recently. I had this long faze of my life where I was obsessed with T.V. I got a lot of headaches and felt so lazy all the time. Now my new goal is to take at least one walk a day. Every time I am on one, it is so...spiritual. I feel very whole...I love that feeling. I am continuing my index cards on people I ( Read more... )

Okay so today I had my first class of J-term which is like taking a class outside of your major. The class is called Singing Against the Machine, which is a class on protest and political songs. I was a bit skeptical at first, but it turned out to be amazing. We talked about what made us mad in society and our nation and the teacher is brilliant ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a fun New Years Eve party and I was really really nervous about seeing that guy that I wrote about last because the night before he asked me to a movie and thinking that he might mean as friends I said yes. Then I found out from Amanda that he thought it was a date. So I finally worked up the courage to ask him on the phone if it ( Read more... )