randomosity ( Read more... )

i don't know exactly what it is but i can feel myself changing. i've been noticing it specifically in works of literature and how i perceive and understand them. honestly, with few exceptions, no matter what the book or article i've read recently, i derive some meaning from it. which may sound almost ridiculous, like you should derive something ( Read more... )

fuck college ( Read more... )

writing my autobiography is taking a lot out of me. in refreshing and depressing ways. looking at my past from a different perspective is nice. understanding things differently than how i did in 4th grade is something to get used to when you havent thought about those things since... 4th grade. getting nostalgic makes me feel old but its okay. old ( Read more... )

bahaha ah! its 5:47 am sure is. im going to work! and its 5:47! am! i only got minimal hours of sleep and im going to be out driving to work at this horrible hour. oh fiddlesticks. merry labor day. fucck.

good morning joanna,
your life from here on out will now be laid out according to fortune cookies' wise advice.
love, june 30th.

so this morning, i got a call from my father at 9 am. right off the bat i cringed because obviously im still sleeping since wake-up-time isnt until the earliest 11:30. but i pick up the phone and say hello in the grossest, sleepiest, groggiest voice ever to come from my vocal chords. then some information was passed into my ear that made me so god ( Read more... )

listening to some songs get me really emotional and thats when i know the artist did well. if someone can relate that well with a 4 minute song... something was done correctly. but maybe when youre sad or any other intense emotion, anything can sort of set you off. i think certain sounds, not necisarily the lyrics but the instruments or how theyre ( Read more... )

List your current six favorite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same ( Read more... )

i hope this summer is nothing like my lame weekends full of working, sleeping and dissapointment. but at least ill have my handful of friends that complete me all to myself. those other beings are mysteries to me. in some ways, i only feel confident about 3 or 4 friendships/relationships i have ( Read more... )