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[Private to self]
What am I getting myself into? Padma's way too good for me, I've always known that. But I'm not as awkward around her as I thought I'd be. I guess the whole thing last year with Meg helped me in that area. Thinking of her, I havent't talked to her in a while, I wonder how she's doing. I bet she'd be able to give me some advice. Though I'm not sure what terms we're on exactly? I could ask Zach, but Meg knows how I am with the female sex. Poor girl, I probably scarred her for life. She knows what I do wrong.
But to more important matters, what am I suppose to do? It's driving me insane. I haven't even been able to eat my cookies. They're just sitting on my dresser, taunting me. I'm pathetic.
Bloody hell, this is confusing. Maybe I should ask Meg. Worth a shot.
[/Private te self]
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[Private to Meg]
Hey, how are you doing? I haven't talked to you in quite a long time. Probably because you still have nightmares about that night.
I was wondering if you could help me out with something?
[/Private to Meg]