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All I seem to do is apologize...
Do things really get better with time? Or does time only ruin what little shred of happiness once existed? The more you dwell on a matter, the more if converts into a problem that threatens to swallow you whole. And you're falling, slipping into a darkness that you'll never come back from. Eyes simply watch from above, you cry out, you're nor heard ( Read more... ) -
Lalala Elmo's world
Well, hmm, lemme see. I'll think of a suitable update for this thing, though it'll only be revealed halfway through or something... I'm just fickle like that, I guess. First off, lemme say Spyro rocks my face off. I'm not into video games all that much, as I absolutely suck at them, but aside from the frustrations that game causes, I like it. That ( Read more... ) -
Stalking?
I feel buried. Smothered. Caught between the proverbial rock and the hard place. I'm so bummed, and... I don't think my reasons are really valid as to why I feel like crap. I admit, I do care what people think and at times I may care a bit too much. Tonight only verified that. We were eating at 'Denny's', a place my little brother, Nick, loves to ( Read more... ) -
Stuck on . . . him?
A lot of friends have been reading my LJ and are curious as to what a lot of my posts mean. For the most part, I try not to give too many details, believing that only I and the people involved should know them. This entry won't provide details to anything, just a brief summary from my point of view ( Read more... ) -
Ye suck
It's called courtesy, my dears. Since I cannot be treated with the same kind of respect, I won't fucking bother with giving HIM any, either. I'm sure he'll figure this entry out, and he'll want to talk about it, but more than likely I'll be steamed enough to have had him put on block where he belongs. I've completely given up... On -him-, anyhow ( Read more... ) -
Suicide?
Well... Life sucks. To the max-extreme. There's been some family troubles brewing lately, which I don't believe should concern me, as it involves my step-father, the absolute center of my loathing for those with dicks. I've tried to stay out of it, tried avoiding him, and done alright at it. Aside from the brief encounter with my little brother's ( Read more... ) -
Back to life, back to reality
Peeking my head in, and bringing a short update with it. No changes in... well, anything, but who knows? I guess patience really is a virtue, but as known, mine is so very short. -shrugs- On the greatest update you'll ever know, Tony gave me the name of a certain song I have been dying to know. I adore that kid so much, right now. Well, I'm tired ( Read more... ) -
WAKE UP, DUMMY.
So, uhm, my relationships suck. Truly. Single, again. My own fault, though. I admit it. It turns out feelings I had for another were still present and only grew, which truly SUCKS. What bites even more, the guy... I don't think he feels the same. He kinda says he does, but he won't do anything. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to be TOO ( Read more... )