so here i sit at the blue ridge library, avoiding my spanish final looming at my, by posting on LJ ( Read more... )

i almost think that i want to be back at school ( Read more... )

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen ( Read more... )

i miss carl.

i've seen pretty much everyone else. some more than others.

but not carl.

he was (is?) my best friend.

what happened?

whatever happened, i miss him.

i'm always here for you.
even when you're in this state.
because i love you.

don't let what he did to you bother you.
you're gorgeous, you just have to realize it.

just keep in mind that i do care.
regardless of what you think or believe...
i do care.

summer is...
different.
not bad different.
just different.

im ready for it to be my birthday. even if i do have class.

i wish you were here.

please don't lie to me anymore.
and please keep your promises.

i'm counting on you this time.
to make sure that it's ok.

i understand people make mistakes.
and i thank you for forgiving mine like i've forgiven yours.

but now we really do need to try.
because i'm not sure how much more my heart can take.

please.
please.

i hate saying goodbye.
and i hate leaving.

i thought i knew.
and now i'm not so sure.