Someone kill me please...

[cornontheschwab]

I don't want to be here anymore...I just want ALL of this over.

Please Lord take me from this
A world full of sick jokes
It's all too much for me
I belong in another century
Why did You put me here
Take me out of this misery
I don't want to be like this
The pressure is all around me
Crushing me with it's weight
Desperation, fear...
I need help...

Comments

[guided_by_grace]

DANG IT! I meant to come back and comment on your post from last night after I had sufficiently woken up this morning (i.e. had my Dr. Pepper) but I started my marathon cleaning session and your post got buried on my friends page. Bad Annette! bad, Bad, BAD Annette. I was even thinking of what I wanted to write in my response as I was cleaning, and now all the ammonia fumes have obliterated those thoughts from my brain. grrrrrrrrrrr Ok, let me see if I can reconstruct some of this

[guided_by_grace]

I miss you, Mel. Come talk to us. Tell us what is going on. Let us pray for and encourage you.

[cornontheschwab]

Thanks Annette, too late for a heavy...I'm committed...

I'm OK...just venting...g'night...

[worthy1]

"God, who made the world and everything in it, since He is Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in temples made with hands. Nor is He worshiped with men's hands, as though He needed anything, since He gives to all life, breath, and all things. And He has made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the face of the earth, and has determined their preappointed times and the boundaries of their dwellings, so that they should seek the Lord, in the hope that they might grope for Him and find Him, though He is not far from each one of us." Acts 17: 24-27

This scripture has helped me so much over the years. Basically, it just reminds me that I am where I am, when I am so that I will GROPE for Him and that I WILL find Him! He wants us to find Him - He is not far from any of us! It's funny that He brought this scripture to my mind just this morning - for myself!

Mel, I am so sorry that you are going through this. I hear your cries, and God does too!

I 2nd Annette! Take care of you!

{{hugs}}

[cornontheschwab]

Thanks for the scripture...I read it over and over. I also read it in the Bible...:) I'm Ok now...:)

[godtrip]

whats wrong mel?

[cornontheschwab]

It's OK, just too much on my plate!!! Better now...

[beenabutterfly]

Hey, Mel! Please be okay! You know that you are special and beautiful and that God loves you so very much don't you? I wish so much that I was rich right now so that I could fly over to see you and give you a big hug! I am praying for you, my friend, please feel better! I know that sometimes life seems pretty aweful, but it really isn't all that bad. There is beauty everywhere. Remember that God is in the details. *HUGS!!!*

[cornontheschwab]

*HUGS* Thanks...:)