so i just went back..and reread a lot of my old entries.. and im sad im alive..ahaha.. i wish that NOTHING in 2004 had ever happened... ever... i was a fool.. well i still am a fool... but i was a bigger one back then ( Read more... )

and all the world went gay for half an hour in the streets today

okay so i guess ill update.... since i never do.. anyway.. this weekend... friday night... emily left me..hahaha yes for the weekend..she left her hamster fozzie with me so i played with him all night.... and watched Ray and decided i really liked it.... afterwards my mother came home drunk..which is fine..so i left and went out with a new friend ( Read more... )

soo theres a top 100 today... im kinda nervous about it.. im singing Santa Fe from the musical newsies... it should be exciting... i hope i do well.... i DO look cute on the other hand... in pink..lots of pink..and black... ohh how cute.. anyway ( Read more... )

so... im pathetic..

so i got an apology and an invite to be his friend again... i guess thats a good thing... i mean it is! a good thing and i want to take it back.. and i want to accept it to some length... but i dont know if i can.... he told me if i wanted to sit next to him today in class i could and he would accept it as forgiveness.... or something to that ( Read more... )

i know most people dont read livejournal anymore... and i know most people could care less to read mine... i would hardly like to read my aswell... but im sitting here up at school and just... thinking outloud... and im just gonna say whats going on ( Read more... )

so someone please explain to me why....

this sucks

hey whats up... today was boring... nick and i went to taco bell..that is all...

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )