I pretend that I don't care what people think of me. I portray myself as an outgoing carefree person. But on the inside I ache for acceptance. I don't want to be the laughing stock of everyone and their inside jokes. It hurts when secrets are told in my presence and I am not part of them. I feel like a little kid that doesn't want to be played with on the playground.
I have no desire to have sex. It doesn't feel good, it doesn't do anything for me what-so-ever. So while my partner and I are together I make mental lists in my head of things I need to do. Oh, and I also try to seem a little interested, not to burst their bubble.
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