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[corrupt_chemist]

*sigh* I feel like crap. I'm not sick, I'm not tired, I'm not angry, I'm just depressed. I was checking the Dugera comm. and I got an update on Ryan's tour and his life

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[bourne_parker]

*BIG HUGGS*

I know just how you feel, you're talking to a girl who also watching her OTP slip away...but I could never leave it not even if I wanted to. I love Dugera and belive in it with all my heart, it may not happen but I belive in it because if I stop it's like saying that I've stopped beliving in a real true love. That I've stopped beliving that there is someone out there for everyone no matter who you are. Just remember Bam got engaged too, and it didn't stay and I think we both know why. Their is only one real love for everyone and Bam and Ryan will see that before the end.

As for leaving the comm. I hope you won't! I'll never find a beta quite like you. No one will ever be as good.

As for me I'm going to go listen to Peter, Paul and Mary, cry, dry my eyes, and promise to write Dugera as long as there is at least one person reading it! I hope you'll do the same but I'll understand if you don't.

Love Always
Audre

I'll love you not matter what you decide but I'm sticking with my OTP.

[corrupt_chemist]

AWWWWW! *BIGGER HUGS* Thank you soooo much! You don't know how much better you made me feel. You're right, I'm stupid, and I'm not leaving anytime soon. God, what would I do without you! You remind me why I can't stop believing in Dugera. You're my freaking hero! Thank you Audre! *much love*

[bourne_parker]

I'm glad I helped honey! Send me my comment when I have my break down. You're most welcome! *much love and huggs back*

[corrupt_chemist]

Oh don't worry, I will. You have no idea what would happen to me without you. I'm glad you're here to help me out all the time! You have no idea how much you helped. *sends boxes and boxes of love*

[firestar007]

Don't leave the community. I know how you feel I was feeling the same way yesterday when I read that post. I was seriously sad and depressed just thinking about it. I'm very happy that Ryan is happy don't get me wrong. And for things I've heard Angie she seems like a real nice person. But I get it because of Dugera. It's like we care so much about our OTP. But like everyone has said we have to stick together with our Dugera love because it will never go away. So please don't leave.

[corrupt_chemist]

I think that's why I thought about leaving, because I cared so much about the OTP. But I'm gonna stick around, and hope for the best. And I'm not gonna stop believing, because that's just stupid. I'm not going anywhere, and to prove it I'm working overtime and I'm gonna pull out four more parts of my most current Dugera fic.

[firestar007]

Good to hear that your sticking around =D Don't let that get you down babe! That's the spirit working overtime in your Dugera fic which I cannot wait to read.

[corrupt_chemist]

Awwww! Thank you so much. I'm gonna kick it into high gear and hopefully *crosses fingers* I'm gonna have the next chapter out tonight or tomorrow!

[corrupt_chemist]

I worry about that too sometimes, but I've gotten past my crisis of faith and I'm not going anywhere anytime soon!

[______aneurysm]

Aw, really?
That's sad.
I know how you feel, I can't really talk about why right now, but maybe another time?
I'm glad about you staying in the community though.
<33

[corrupt_chemist]

If you wanna talk, I'm here for ya. But I'm glad I'm staying in the community too. I'm glad I have so many people are there to support me when I feel crappy.