im about to have a fucking break down. i think i fucked everything up. like really fucked things up this time. i wish i could take back what i said but unfortunately i cant which sucks. tim i need to talk to you.

fuck i give up on guys.

the end.

i stayed home today cause i didnt feel good. it was really boring. i slept half the day and spent the other half with chelsea. joy! i drew some pretty sexy pictures though and chelsea made me a great aim profile. yea well now im still bored. chelsea and tim were acting like 2 year olds last night and weren't speaking to eachother. i dont know if ( Read more... )

the darkness is the worst movie EVER! it made no sense. it was just bad. its pretty bad when everyone in the theatre gets up at the end and wants there money back. i dont think there could ever be a movie with an ending worse then that. i still dont even completely understand the movie. maybe its just me? i dont know. i want my $9 back haha.

me chels and meg are going to see the darkness tonight. cant wait. i hope its scary because then i can make fun of meghin. chels got her queer as folk dvds. wow they are so great. its sex and the city with hot gay men. the only bad thing about it is that every other dvd doesnt work so we kinda have to guess whats going on haha. anyway...last night ( Read more... )

me and chels had our scary movie night last night haha. it was fun. justin watched two of the movies with us. we got texas chainsaw massacre...halloween resurrection...and the omen. we bought the others yesterday too but we're gonna watch that tonight ( Read more... )

fuck. im about to have a fucking mental breakdown. all i wanted to do was get online...first my dad said no..but then he changed it to only until 10 and then i went to get online and rachel was using the phone. i swear theres like a curse on me and getting online. either i cant get on or no one is on. ok im done ( Read more... )

noooo chelsea im like i was last night and you arent here! really i have no idea why i am though i dont have a reason this time...i dont think. i give up.

this damn song makes me cry every time!!

today was really boring. i didnt really do anything. i woke up at 7:00 which is too damn early! then i got online around 11 but no one was on. i watched kylie for a little bit. i did nothing else all day....very boring. chels and i are going to the mall tomorrow which is cool because i have a lot of gift certificates. i still didnt get the package ( Read more... )

oh yea i forgot. on a happier note...

my dad and becky got engaged this morning! yay! it was exciting. ok im done now.