i don't, under any circumstances, deserve this shit.
i didn't do anything wrong.
i didn't stalk your friends
i didn't take a million drugs and/or slit my wrists
i didn't kill your dog
i didn't put a foot wrong
in fact
i've been nothing if not extremely nice to you considering how you've been treating me.
so, when you find a real reason to act like you hate me, can you tell me
because this is what's driving me mad
in the meantime
i'll lie in bed choking on phlegm
because i have yet another bad illness in me,
::coff::