I get a sense that those around me will start to resent Brian. I hope my friendships and my relationship with Brian could all converge and become one, you know? I don't want a separate life with my friends and a separate life with Brian. I want my friends to like him and he to like my friends. I know he likes my friends a lot because he and I ( Read more... )

I sometimes find myself lost in thought, usually something involving quality of myself. Lately my mind has been wandering/wondering about Katy and me. We share something. Memories created with Brian. That's fine. Other than that, I don't know what we have in common. Except for hating ourselves more than the average person should. But I find ( Read more... )

I am buzzing right now and it is great. Not that I have alcohol in my system but the fact that I have actually bonded with Brian's friends. It's not that I don't like them because I do, but like in most good relationships, Brian does balance me out, and his friends are the type of people that I would not necessarily be friends with. Woah, I can ( Read more... )

( I'm happy )

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I'm supposed to update my entries with a picture of myself and write something brief about why I like myself. I don't have a picture where I am right now so I'll do it later ( Read more... )

( I'm so conceited ya'll gotz no idea but I really really like it... )

( This song is my drug )

I understand that's how the world turns. Europeans colonized the new world and so anything good is associated with "white" and anything "white" is considered good, but why is that? Oh that's right, they were the first ones to go and set up the system. Now, I have no problem with white people. Some of my best friends are white! Hahahaha. Don ( Read more... )