i had a dream this afternoon about someone who has recently hurt me ( Read more... )

i live and i breathe ( Read more... )

i'm feeling like it is quite possible that i will never have a someone special in my life.
i've never really had a boyfriend and it's not like a even really want one.
i've only met ONE person that i can actually see myself with and i haven't talked to him in almost 2 years
whatever we had just sort of dwindled away after a a few four hour phonecalls ( Read more... )

i'm hurt by the same people over and over.
if it's not one, it's another.
i hate feeling like this and i hate giving a shit.
i'm so tired.
all i want to do is sleep but i can't.

i'm having one of my "classic cristy" streaks of bad luck ( Read more... )

I wish I could come to livejournal with some beautiful story about how happy and grown up I am ( Read more... )

I didn't get to go to school this time around because of money.  For some reason, I kept hoping that two thousand dollars would some how appear (i had to pay by this week to stay in classes).  I'm pretty bummed, but what can you do? ya know ( Read more... )

threw up and passed out at work yesterday morning and woke up later at my parents' house ( Read more... )

Well, I have two days off, so I'm home at my parent's house for the holidays.  It's been forever since I've has two days off in a row.
Packing a bag to come stay the night at the house you've lived in for your entire life is the weirdest feeling.
Even when I was in college most of my stuff was still here, but now there is just an empty room with a ( Read more... )

moved a week early.
switching job locations for more $$$
currently at my parents' in my empty bedroom to get my internet fix and tie up loose school ends.

good days