I feel like I'm ruining my own life. Mistakes(school)I made three years ago are coming back to haunt me. I admit that I was miserable during my time at Mississippi State, but no where near miserable enough to justify the horrible grade point average that I earned. It seems like it has taken forever to work my way back up, and I'm still not ( Read more... )

i'm just sitting here wondering if it is normal to dislike nearly every person I know.
well, i don't dislike everything about people i know...just their  actions,  bad morals, lies, selfishness....multiple personality disorders.
i feel nauseous.
maybe i'm just bitter because i am merely trudging through the muck, treading water and basically  trying ( Read more... )

It is now October, my favorite month ever.
I find this hilarious.
The intro song, I mean.
I don't really feel like doing anything besides laying in bed for the rest of the week.

my eyes hurt from crying so much today ( Read more... )

in 3(?) weeks, i am going to tuscaloosa to look at apartments with my family ( Read more... )

friday, i went to a church gathering with hannah. i met this latin couple (alejandro and margrie) and they taught me how dance and fed me good food. i cried because they are so beautiful and he is her king and she is his life. their little boy wanted me to hold his hand and his brother wanted to teach me to salsa and we twirled around on the ( Read more... )

It is so hard to have something to believe in.

i am nothing  and i guess that is all i will ever be

so, my mom made me enroll in school so i can have health  insurance again.
college algebra and oral communications at night
english lit 2 and western civ 2 online
i so didn't want to do this...it starts monday
not to mention how bad i got screwed on the money end of things
now i can't buy shoes
I DON'T WANT TO BE IN SOUTHAVEN ANYMORE
lame

I'm stressed out ( Read more... )