sometimes lonely isn't sad

[cosquilla]

reasons why my life sucks right now:

• i have an ap english essay due in two days that i have not started
• track season started and the freshman all think they own shit and it's dividing our whole team and nothing gets done in practice and it SUCKS
• and then on mondays and thursdays i go straight from track to soccer practice and i want to DIE
• i dont really have friends right now like i'm just floating and no one cares like i honestly feel like i have absolutely NO ONE to talk to ever not even just to say hey to or joke around with
• i'm failing chemistry and we have a test on thursday COOL HUH????????????
• every boy i show interest in is a douche bag but lol i'm just a slut so why does it matter
• i really honestly think i'm becoming an alcoholic lol wow my life is so sad
• AND THE WORST THING: baseball season is so far away

okay this is just me being a snarky bitch but seriously i hate everything right now. at least spring break is in two weeks and i'm going to chicago and boston and then two weeks later i get to go to florida/disney world for a week and a half so that's pretty cool.