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[cottagegirl]

Got the call this morning.

I start the hospital program in one week.

Freaking out.

I am too big to go. (for real).
Everything is topsy-turvy. I am panicking.
I don't want to go eat their damned food.
I don't know what to do.

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[seekingquiet]

I was jusy going to PM you to see how this was going, what was happening. First off remember to breath... needs to be said, but the big thing is irrational, understandable, but irrational. Have you been able to talk to ppl. who know you about this? The pros and cons etc. I am not sure how you work in hosptial environments and this is a lot different than HW I imagine, but if this will help, give you the boost you need, and I think you need a boost, in what form is debatable, then go for it. Gawd, this sounds generic and I don't mean it to, imagine the "rooting for you" spirit behind this message even if I am not expressing it my words.
take care