been so long

[cottagegirl]

I want to write, i want to say what is going on.

what is that thing, i seek it right now, that missing thing that will let me go to sleep--each time, the same: that SOMETHING that i can't quite put my finger on.

i want to talk, to be heard. (i say 'want' a lot, don't i.)

what is it that isn't, that needs to be?

Comments

[lady_e]

Hiya *waves*

Write some more, what's up with you these days?
You are heard on here.

[seekingquiet]

I want to listen.
I hope you are better than okay.

[anonymous]

Thank you all, for your kind comments. It helps to hear from you that you're listening, it really does.

I am a bundle of wickid anxiety today, and trying my best to keep working on my job-related stuff, while trying to bring the anxiety level down. Had a good lunch, took anxiety meds, took my multi-vitamin, and now am trying to get work done again so i can look back on the day and feel like at least this day was a good one! Trying to take positive steps forward, to be stronger and not trip myself up like i have been doing...