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For the past couple months, I've been feeling above people. I'm not a normal teenager. I'm more than that ( Read more... )

First off, I would like to say "Thank you," to all of my friends. Thank you for being there whenever I needed you. I appreciate it greatly. Especially if you are reading this. Tonight I finally realized how many people actually care about me and how many people I have affected. Many of you I have known for great lengths of time, other's I have ( Read more... )

Well.... Last night was the worse night of my life. I broke someone's heart. Someone who IS my heart.... He means the world to me, and I let him down like so many times before. I made him cry... something he doesn't know how to do. He's my world. My everything. My love. And I was his. But I'm not so sure about that anymore. I did something ( Read more... )

"our lives are poetry in motion.. and some people's pens run out of ink a little too quickly because they spend page after page writing the same, useless line. i don't want to go like that"
- me

ever feel like... you're above people? i know this sounds weird.. but anytime i see someone falling into darkness... i feel like i'm the one who is supposed to help. and i can't help. they won't let me. then i feel like i've failed. what is this? am i fucking jesus? ... i guess so... i'm supposed to save them. if i don't... who will ( Read more... )

well... i don't update enough.. so guess what i'm doing.... updating!
well life has started to go down the pooper.. i've been depressed and lonely.. and now i'm sick.. so that's it.... life sucks... bye

Well... It is technically the last day of Spring break, figuring it's 5:27 a.m. Friday was soooooo much fun. I slept all day, then went to guitar, then picked up Bryan and Chelsea and went to JHStival. Some weird band was first. Then BR. They rocked. Like always. Opened with Quiet. Alex broke a string so he kind of didn't play half of it. ( Read more... )

Well now.... I'm bored. Yesterday I woke up at 3p.m. and I haven't slept since. Fun fun. Overall I guess things are going well. Other than with well... guys. The battle of the bands is tonight. Burning Rosewood and All Time Low are playing. I hope I can make it out there. God I'm tired as a mo... Anyway. I have to stay awake. I have to. ( Read more... )

Well.... It's now Monday and well... I had an okay past week. On Thursday I went to the Recher with Gail and Melissa to see All Time Low, Holden, and 10 Mile Drift. Fun as hell. Got the ATL boys to flash us. Got a group picture too, but Rian isn't in it. He left early. Alright. Then on Friday I had guitar. And then on Saturday Me, Kate, ( Read more... )