what's wrong with me?

[cotton_brain]

I think it's about time to write something in here. Haven't done that in a long time. I wish I had something interesting stuff to share but I really have none. Am I really that boring? (reality is harsh

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[thisiscyrene]

It's scary, but I think this post pretty much sums up my life completely.
I'm not even joking. At least you're not alone?

[cotton_brain]

well.. I kinda am. I don't have any friends outside of school. All I do is sleep all day and play with my computer. Now even my school friends have been getting all bitchy, but I say nothing to them in case they'd leave me all alone.. sucks

[indigomg]

Okay, here goes...

I accidentally stumbled across this journal through an LJ of a friend of mine, and felt the need to comment, even though it naturally isn't any of my business.

We go to the same school, and well, to tell you the truth, I feel a bit intimidated by you. You never cease to talk something negative about others behind their backs and complain about them/anything else, and that's probably one of the reasons I've never tried to get to know you (thought I'm sure you wouldn't have wanted to know me anyway), even if you do seem like a cool person otherwise

[cotton_brain]

I hate so many people already, so you might not get on my list :)

No but seriously, I know that I'm a negative person to the t and pessimistic and angsty and god knows what more but that's the way I deal with things. I'm not perfect 'cause I probably hate myself too (with all humankind XD) But when you have friends who call you a slut, spread rumors behind your back and make you feel worthless 70% of the time, I think I've handled things pretty well up till now. Not a people person when people haven't really proven to be worth it.

[indigomg]

Just wanted to share a few articles I found very helpful: this and another one. (Some of Wikihow's articles have become like some sort of a Bible to me...)

I truly don't think it's too late to start all over again and change your outlook on life. Even if that might sound impossible. If you really want to change yourself, just go for it! Quit making up excuses that stop you from changing. Don't think about what others might say, you owe them nothing. Taking risks, no matter how small they are and even if you won't always succeed in what you were risking for, WILL build up your self-confidence by making you see yourself in another light, i.e. the braver, more confident you.

I get it that you might be very annoyed with me at this point, but well, I don't really care. Trying to help you won't kill me, haha. :)

[eruferu]

oh stop whining and grow some balls

[cotton_brain]

I'm trying to. maybe I'll use super glue or something to glue my balls back. haaha

[cotton_brain]

and I love your user pic too! Vinny looks cool

[heluna_ammu]

I should comment here but I can't find good words now. Ask if you wan't to know, really.

But I feel that Darja speaks wisely there.