i've come to  notice it's at night i miss you most ( Read more... )

you make it so obvious.
could you be any less discrete?

i ignore one gesture,
and you can't stop trying.
you're at a loss because,
the person you thought
would be there to comfort you
whenever you needed it
isn't here anymore.
i'm here, in a sense,
and i'm there, too.
in your car on the way to wendys.
in the garage for xbox night.
at the game for a shoot.
but i' ( Read more... )

you talk about being youthsick ( Read more... )

 you're sadness makes me smile ( Read more... )

 i know everyone makes mistakes, but i can't seem to stop ( Read more... )

i have really got to stop feeling so damned sorry for myself.

i was watching dawsons creek today, and joey and dawson (as per usual) said something really deep and honest, something i can relate to. dawson was complaining about gretchen always getting close to telling him how she defined them and then she freaked and backed out last minute.

and joey' ( Read more... )

 i sit on a cloud.
not a cloud 9, not even a cloud 8,
just a grey gathering of molecules
that somehow denies gravity.
on this cloud,
i sometimes see with a clarity
no one else seems to possess.
those that do possess it,
hide inside their clouds.

we fear what we can't understand,
and so we hide.

you float because you have to,
because your lungs involuntarily ( Read more... )

so i'm a criminal. so i'm that kid you convicted ( Read more... )

 life doesn't stand still for you anymore. my heart doesn't linger helplessly in limbo for you. i've come to realize that you have a wall built so strong, not even you can get past it anymore. i cry for you because it hurts to see you trapped. i scrape the walls in an attempt to pull you out but i'm only scrathing at bullet-proof glass and forcing ( Read more... )

afraid of an airplane. of a car swerving in the lane. of a dark cloud too low or being swept away by the undertow. of a building tumbling down. of the train when its undergroung. of the icy mountain roads we have to take to get to the show.

there's just a time when we must all let go the breath that we hold. there's just a time when we must all let ( Read more... )