ever want what you just cant have? yeah me too. well i probly could, but i so shouldnt. it wouldnt be right. but i know i few people that know what im talking about. alright they probly dont. god im so bored.

i just went back and read all my live journal posts from when i was drunk or stoned. im so stupid. at least i know now how stupid ive been ( Read more... )

so today i went to orientation. that blew. then hung out with nick. that was fun. went to drivers ed. that sucked. walked home, needed the exercise. im so bored. summer sucks ( Read more... )

nick is here. orientation sucked. saw justin, flipped him off. yeah it was cool. so yeah nick is a cool kid. i went to his orientation too. we messed with the little kids together, just like how we met. we are gonna chill tonight maybe. so for anyone who cares, my schedule ( Read more... )

you know the point where you know youve done too much? yeah ive passed that point a few times this summer. you'd think intense throwing up, losing concsiousness, and then a required day of sleep wouldnt be worth it. somehow i still keep finding myself doing that. amazing eh? no ( Read more... )

nick popped in the doors vid. it rules, in like a manly kinda way. ray manzarick is just like the manliest man, yet they keep putting him down out of jealousy. like "fuck you ray" yeah thats half of the talk to ray dialogue. they never like the organ player, cuz he wasnt that hot compared to john paul jones. yeah right homos L O L!!!1 ( Read more... )

captain jeremy and i and i had a pretty uneventful day. walked around.

had a good taco, finally tried hot sauce on it. not bad. met some cool people, they are cool.

going to nicks house tonight, he is cool too. cool jake will be there. cool beans. we are going to the beach.

cool. have a cool day.

spaced it out, just for cool sara.

im so lame. i glad i have my few friends that are there for me. they know who they are. but besides those few people i suck. yeah. oh man.

crap. i just deleted what i wrote. but it was worth it, i did it sticking in radiohead. bitch beer, thats about the jist of what i had to say. is jist a word? whatever. j dollas is out i think, i drank more than him, we raced, i rule ass ( Read more... )

so yeah, despite live journals gayness, i am going to post that captain jeremy and i are going to watch scarface. it will rule ass, because al pacino is one of the few men that are manlier than us, almost manlier than maddox. almost. alright probably, cuz maddox doesnt have an awesome video filled with chainsawing thugs in the bathroom. or drug ( Read more... )