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Lisa, I feel like I am failing you somehow in your time of need... but I dont know how to handle a situation like this, and I dont know what you want or need right now, so I'm letting your actions dictate mine... and whenever you want an ear, a beer, or a.. fleer? I would like to take you up on such an offer... or fuck, at least to give you a hug
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As far as your "duties" as a friend...
I do not feel as though you are failing me right now. I am mentally/emotionally/physically exhausted. There isn't anything that anyone can do or say to make things different or to make me feel at ease. Steve has been fucking amazing and has kept me sane for the past four days. I would've loved for us to smoke and laugh last night but I was just too tired. That is kinda what I want to do tonight, although I know have like.. nothing left. It is just hard to tell what kind of mood i'll be in in advance. I've got to get ready for the funeral but know that I appreciate just knowing that if I should need anything you are there for me.
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