summing up the week in one word.

ennui

n : the feeling of being bored by something tedious

there are few things more romantic than your boyfriend whispering in your ear "we're watching porn on valentimes day" while giggling and removing your socks.

so last night my lovely boyfriend came over at about 3 am. He laid on my bed as i finished putting away laundry, hanging posters, and generally cleaning up my room. Finally I say "honey, I'm going to take a shower." "Oh good, hurry up" was the reply I recieved, so I did indeed hurry, nicking my legs 3 times in my haste to be clean, smooth and ( Read more... )

so last night at work i got a flat tire. the one snowstorm in the past month and i get a flat. pfffft ( Read more... )

yesterday i made some bank at work, 56 bucks in tips. I worked hard for it, flirted my pigtails off, and was justly rewarded for generally acting cute and stupid. sigh. Although when some old dude creepily caressed my hand after telling me to "keep the change", I felt like a whore. That nine dollars was not enough ( Read more... )

So... I've moved out. I have no cable, no internet, and I'm currently updating from Chris's house. I feel like I have NO time lately, between subbing and carrabbas, but thats not really true because I've only subbed once since christmas. ONCE. twice I've missed the phone call, but for fucks sake... now that I actually really seriously need the ( Read more... )

my last lj update from my house. WAHOOO!

however, i will be without internet until I get cable. : | this bites.

love you all!

I feel like I'm floating!

Lisa, I feel like I am failing you somehow in your time of need... but I dont know how to handle a situation like this, and I dont know what you want or need right now, so I'm letting your actions dictate mine... and whenever you want an ear, a beer, or a.. fleer? I would like to take you up on such an offer... or fuck, at least to give you a hug ( Read more... )

seriously

FUCK TODAY. FUCK IT UP ITS STUPID FUCKING GAPING RAW ASS.