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it was my first time at fuck yes. it's a dance club party in Atlanta. it was crazy. fan was wasted. Dylan got wasted. I drove them and pat back to pats place. I have vomit to clean up in my car. rachael actually talk to me, held my hand through the club, then kissed me when I got her keys for her. she HAD to have been wasted, cuz we've never ( Read more... )

so I'm good to go with the girl situation. I had a bad weekend, a bad week, then an awesome weekend and I'm pretty sure I'm back on track. still not healed, but when have I been.

I guess it helps that I'm really busy at work. I've had to sub this week and we have lots of plans with the bands were working on. I've been learning css coding since I'm ( Read more... )

it kinda sucks. some people are awesome, and some suck. I wish it was easier to discern them right off the bat. I really wish i could find a girl who's at the same point in her life that I am with mine, and she would love and appreciate me as I am. some people are really lucky with that. I am not. I'm the guy who 'brings out the best in girls' so ( Read more... )

I think I'm cursed in some way. like I have this epic debt to pay for something in the past. like I did something so horrible I'm cursed to be unhappy and make mistakes with things I love for forever. I keep screwing up relationships or picking girls who couldn't be more wrong for me. they always end up better, and I end up hurt. I guess I should ( Read more... )

tonight was kinda weird. I was freakin out for no good reason. then I was all like emo. then I was all pumped. go figure. I ended up having a pretty productive night. nothing like girl problems to help u focus.

at least I'm feeling better an almost totally overthis stupid sickness. which is good cuz I have a new client tomorrow. nothing like ( Read more... )

so I've decided to download this app and try to start using it. I don't know how much I'll use it or what kind of things I'll get into, but I felt like I kinda might need to post grim time to time. everyone needs a good vent from time to time.

life has been interesting since I moved to ga. the job is pretty cool, but not what I was expecting/ ( Read more... )