i keep on coming here to write but i have nothing to say ( Read more... )

6/1983 - 5/2005

rest in peace

i cant be bothered to write entries in this stupid thing
fuck i cant be bothered to write at all

lets see i finished finals last week and didnt do too poorly. went out drinking and didnt get shitfaced for once. didnt try to pick a fight for once. genius.

just got home from work. im fucking wiped.

fuck lets pretend like that was worth my time

ive been looking at my entries recently and have decided that im pretty fucking retarded. im not going to apologize for myself since its my journal and my shit and the four people who read it that i know about can stop if they want to ( Read more... )

weird accident today
slit my eyelid with a knife and it started oozing blood
looked like i was fucking crying blood

i tried to make the other one match but i couldnt fucking make it right
you can fucking see that i cut the other one

my left eye still looks like i cried blood

fear me mortals for i am the harbinger of death
fucking ace

i now counsel retarded children
ironic

well the venetian blind incident of last year was repeated
ever melt venetial blinds to a wall?
anyone?
no takers?

i have

looks like im never moving out

i have every fucking flu ever
i now work retail part time
i dont take sick days
i take joy in the little ironies in life

ive come so close to quitting my job ( Read more... )

walking home from a party in the snow at four in the morning isnt quite the nightcap i was hoping for. especially since i didnt have my jacket since someone fucking stole it and it was snowing that sleety wet snow and was really humid outside so the cold gets to your fucking bones. walking thirty blocks in that was probably what got me sick. ( Read more... )