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So what's the word on the Christmas party? I have the house to myself for another week and money in the bank if we want a kegger and Buchou-sama's changed his mind. If we do anything here, I wanna decorate and get started as early as possible. :D
[There's so much to talk about but I'm so excited about it all that I don't know where to begin. The past couple of days have been really great, weekend training is great, having Ryou around is great. It's been really nice and I think I'm adjusting pretty well so far. It's been a lot of firsts for me - first real boyfriend, first time with said boyfriend, first real relationship with anyone.
It's different, just accepting I'm in love and going with it, moving forward with Ryou even if I'm scared. I've gotta trust him and I have to trust me, too. I'll grow into these emotions, I know I will, I've just gotta give it time.
I'm a little nervous about Monday night but I know I'll be okay, that we'll be okay, so it's nothing to get worked up about. It's just dinner with his parents, it's not like I haven't done it before.
I hope Yuushi comes back soon. I want to tell someone, preferably someone who might appreciate the news, and this school sucks without him around to keep it interesting. ._.]
[OOC: Well, we had the ShishiTaki hookup log but our computers conspired against us and we lost it but suffice to say, they got together and they're currently inflicting the school with sparkles and PDA. *facepalms*]
[There's so much to talk about but I'm so excited about it all that I don't know where to begin. The past couple of days have been really great, weekend training is great, having Ryou around is great. It's been really nice and I think I'm adjusting pretty well so far. It's been a lot of firsts for me - first real boyfriend, first time with said boyfriend, first real relationship with anyone.
It's different, just accepting I'm in love and going with it, moving forward with Ryou even if I'm scared. I've gotta trust him and I have to trust me, too. I'll grow into these emotions, I know I will, I've just gotta give it time.
I'm a little nervous about Monday night but I know I'll be okay, that we'll be okay, so it's nothing to get worked up about. It's just dinner with his parents, it's not like I haven't done it before.
I hope Yuushi comes back soon. I want to tell someone, preferably someone who might appreciate the news, and this school sucks without him around to keep it interesting. ._.]
[OOC: Well, we had the ShishiTaki hookup log but our computers conspired against us and we lost it but suffice to say, they got together and they're currently inflicting the school with sparkles and PDA. *facepalms*]