27
[Thanks again for the talk, yesterday. Can't say I expected to be force fed cake but hey, it helped.]
[Nice to hear an objective point of view for a change and talk to someone that's not caught up in this school or what it does to people. It's hard, unbelievably hard, being back here but at least, I'm free from the club now. I doubt I'll ever like it here or agree with what it stands for, it's difficult to remain here when I disagree so strongly with its philosophies, but taking it slow's helping. Focusing on what I want and know I want. Gakuto's right - still gotta another year to figure this all out. Don't have to figure everything out right now this minute. Everything'll come clearer in due time if I just stick to what I'm doing.
As for Atobe, nothing can be done about it until after the musical's over and done with. If he's busy, he's busy, and so am I so it gonna take two to make a compromise. He says he's gonna make time for me, I've gotta be willing to do the same. It's just how it is and how it has to be. That's all there is to it.
Ignoring it's not gonna help anyone and neither will impatience.]