the Crue kicked ass tonight... wish I would have had better seats... here is the setlist ( Read more... )

I am fucked... my account read 673... I will get another check from acting but it wont cover it... I will be atleast 400 short... I fucking hate everything right now... I will not be eating for a long long time.

Well... I am scared. Michelle and I had a good talk last night and the basis is, is that I am wasting my life away. She says my hatred for the system is holding me back too much, I didnt even know that my hatred was so apparent. Like I dont sit around saying, "Hey man! The system is heavy man!" like some old hippy ( fucking hippies! ). Its probably ( Read more... )

we went curling

things are going very well with Kayla. I am totally digging her. Jenelle says that I am tactless on how I brought her up and that I should have known how she was feeling by her actions. I just never assume. I have to be told that a girl is hitting on me... I never think that girls are into me. Plus Michelle didnt like her and that would make it ( Read more... )

I am seeing Kayla. Kayla rules. I still work in a shitty job. I still want to join the mob... I fucking am gonna see Motley Crue on Feb. 23rd. I dont write diaries because my life is so goddamn boring and why would anyone want to read about me!?

He felt something tap him on the back. He looks around and finds nothing. He searches for the source of the tapping, but its to no avail. He whithers away at the sight of anything reasonable, finds addiction of people comes far too easily... will there be any real stimulation of independence in his life? Sickly he crawls around... The irony of his ( Read more... )

Just like to say that new progress has transpired in the "J" situation... To use a Bad Brains song ( Read more... )

Well... I may have lost it all... I guess better loosing it all than destroying it all. I just dont know where my head is at right now. And they say when you are lost to stay in the same place, eventually someone will find you. DO I want to be found? Do I just want to spend my final days before I starve in seclusion? I used to have just one fear ( Read more... )

So begins my month of hell ( Read more... )