I'm sad to hear that but I understand how you feel. Your thoughts are always enlightening. But yea, I hope you don't completely abandon your journal. I'd be sad. Anywho, I'll see you at school :-)
And why don't you write? Write! Writing is for you, you are for you, your body is yours, take it. I know why you haven't written.... Besides, you've written a little, but in secret. And it wasn't good, because it was in secret, and because you punished yourself for writing, because you didn't go all the way; or because you wrote irresistibly, as when we would masturbate in secret, not to go further, but to attenuate the tension a bit, just enough to take the edge off. And then as soon as we come, we go and make ourselves feel guilty - so as to be forgiven; or to forget, to bury it until the next time. Write, let no one hold you back, let nothing stop you: not man; not the imbecile capitalist machinery....and not yourself.
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ps...let's swap pics soon!
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And why don't you write? Write! Writing is for you, you are for you, your body is yours, take it. I know why you haven't written.... Besides, you've written a little, but in secret. And it wasn't good, because it was in secret, and because you punished yourself for writing, because you didn't go all the way; or because you wrote irresistibly, as when we would masturbate in secret, not to go further, but to attenuate the tension a bit, just enough to take the edge off. And then as soon as we come, we go and make ourselves feel guilty - so as to be forgiven; or to forget, to bury it until the next time.
Write, let no one hold you back, let nothing stop you: not man; not the imbecile capitalist machinery....and not yourself.
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2) I like the drawing. Soothes sore eyes.
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