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Another year goes by...
I haven't filled this out in a few years. I keep meaning to, but I just haven't got around to it the last couple of times I've tried. So before I fill up all my time waffling here...
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Not a real update...
I haven't felt much like talking here for a while. There aren't that many people reading eljay these days, and I'm feeling a bit meh about the whole baring my soul on the internet thing that I used to do a few years back ( Read more... ) -
Children, society, fulfillment, anxiety, and defensiveness.... Part one.
There's a lot going on in that subject line, and I don't have the energy right now to write a real post about any of those things. Indeed, I haven't had the energy for regular updates for quite some time. But these topics are all fairly deeply connected to Stuff going on in my head these days, and I wanted to get some of it written down in the ( Read more... ) -
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I had an epic argument with my parents last night. The reasons were the same old, same old- I refuse to accept that it's in any way normal or healthy that they could think it normal and healthy for my brother to assault me in ways either large or small. And even if I could accept it was normal, that still wouldn't make it right or good or excuse ( Read more... ) -
Breasts.
I have large breasts. Surprise! Like they're not one of the first things anybody sees when they meet me. Like I don't know that's what most people are looking at whenever they think I'm not looking at them ( Read more... ) -
Life goes on...
I've been back from Europe for over a month now, but it doesn't feel like that long. Where did the time go? What did I do with it? The photos are still unsorted, the bag is still semi-packed, the house is in just as much disarray as when we left, and I've achieved exactly nothing ( Read more... ) -
Jet lag, ugh.
Europe was awesome, but now I am tired and grumpy. I went to bed three hours ago and now I'm awake again. Completely, totally awake, not even mildly sleepy. Body clock, I hate you. I guess today I'll try and stay awake until midnight or so without naps and see if that helps reset things by tomorrow ( Read more... )