It's strange when you've been away from somewhere and you come back feeling like you've never left. It feels like a million years ago that I packed up my stuff to leave Chicago for the summer. It feels like just yesterday that I walked into U.S. Title for the very first time. It feels like this summer never happened- like I went to sleep one ( Read more... )

I'm becoming attached to the nice people that I work with, which is really all but one person. That's never a good thing for me. Today they all realized that I would soon be leaving, and they were very complimentary of me. Well, again, all but one ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel that I am dealing with things on my own and I don't want to discuss anything. That is not always respected and sometimes it is not even possible to explain that feeling. I guess sometimes we feel that if we don't say something out loud, it isn't really real. It's a very child-like way of thinking, but aren't we all still small ( Read more... )

WHY ARE THERE NO NORMAL PEOPLE AROUND FOR ME TO TALK TO ( Read more... )

So I'm feeling much better today. I'm not sure why, nor do I really care. Adam Durtiz says, "Things are getting worse but I feel a lot better and that's all that really matters to me." I guess I feel that way really. However, I don't know if it's that things are getting worse or that they're just staying the same. Either way, I'm feeling okay ( Read more... )

This shirt CRACKS ME UP! hahahaha. Too bad all the ladies-sized shirts were actually junior-sized shirts so they only fit about 5 of us... Oh well! They're still pretty funny.


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It is so nice to be home. I cannot even tell you how good it is to be out of Chicago and basically out of the midwest for a while. Immediately, I was thrown into this crazy job. I am in charge of way too much and I have way too many responsibilities. That's okay though. I'll be making some good money and I certainly could use that. I do love ( Read more... )

Last night, at about 2 am, I had some really great thoughts. Of course, I promptly drifted back to sleep and that was the end of that. I wonder if what I was thinking was as profound as I thought at the time or if it was only profound because I was half asleep. More than the likely the latter is true. Either way, I'm disappointed that I cannot ( Read more... )

I realized today that I have really, really good instincts. My main problem: I do not always follow them ( Read more... )