so i cant remember the last time i updated..

schools over.. graduation is on thursday.. new york is after that.. then i dunno what. no really, i dunno what.

...hmm...... i guess i have a lot of time to think about things.

golf.

its a fabulous thing.

so eric is leaving today. for some reason i dont think im gonna cry this time. i mean... i prolly will, but not as much as i usually do. i kno that im gonna be seeing A LOT of him now that school is almost done.. and hes gonna eventually move here.. im guessing pretty soon. so i kno its not going to be that bad. so i just cant wait till i see him ( Read more... )

i now know FOR SURE that he loves me so much more than anyone can possible ever lover someone. he drove to me in the rain, in the heat, in the cold. took him one full day of nothing but driving, no sleeping. just driving. just to see me. just because we faught the day before and he wanted to make it better. just because he loves me. just because. ( Read more... )

ok so last night was grad nite and im still recouperating. AHH. im so tired. anyways.. we had a blast! omg. ok lets recap ( Read more... )

so i dunno what in the hell is wrong with me.. but ive been so sick lately.. :( i was like throwing up last night.. and this morning.. :( i think im just stressed out with the whole eric thing.. and me not really being on good terms with my momm.... just soooo sick and tired.. gggrrr

mar mar..

may 13 = my prom..

would you be a doll and let me borrow your hair straightener?

things are wierd.. different..

:(

i swear ive done this 1 MILLION times... but hey. whats 1 million and 1?????

( [the greatest cure for when uve got damn near nothing to fuckin do] )

im so sick... my throat hurts.. my chest hurts.. GROSSSSSS... its just not very pleasant.. arg. gonna go play games...

later.