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i can't stand living here anymore.  tom's drilling stuff into my mom's head and talking down to her, as though she's ten.. as usual.  and i can't take it anymore.. i'm actually going to go insane if i stay here and listen to the complete lies.. and bullshit coming out of his mouth.  anytime tom and i have a problem.. he turns it around to make it ( Read more... )

i was having a great day, til tom showed up.  i went down to the office to see if my mom was ready to leave for scranton, she had a property inspection, and after that, we were going to the home depot to look at kitchen designs.  well, i came back upstairs with my mom so i could get my keys, and the phone rang.  it was an unavailable number, so i ( Read more... )

i woke up about half an hour ago... with a headache.  great.  i'm not really in a bad mood though, which is a nice change.  i didn't sleep well.. at all.. and that could be why i got out of bed so late.  i fell asleep around 12:30 and woke up every hour, on the hour, after that.  the weird part is, is that i can remember every nightmare i had.. a ( Read more... )

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today sucked.  or should i say... monday sucked.  i went back to the neurologist and told her that i want to stop taking all of the medications i'm on, because they're not helping and they're actually causing more pain.. so, she increased my dosages.  cool.  now, i'm on verapamil, butalbital, hydrochlorothiazide, pamalor, and bextra.  i'm getting ( Read more... )

today is jim's birthday.. happy birthday, sweetheart.

my mom and tom have been fighting since early this afternoon about the other house.  at one point, my mom left and tom went to go find her after she'd been gone for about five hours.  so yeah, they've been back for a while and they're still fighting, but i guess that's what you do when you love ( Read more... )