[Private // Diary]
As scary as it sounds, this place feels like it's becoming almost normal. Seeing monsters everywhere I go and the souls of demons aren't strange or terrifying anymore. Is this a good thing? I'm not sure. Living every day worried and terrified would be terrible, but on the other hand, I can't become too comfortable here, since I still need to return home as quickly as possible.
I need to help the rest of the Spartoi find and defeat the Kishin. What if me being here ruins everything? Literally the entire world is at risk of going mad and becoming destroyed. Every day I sit here is a day closer to the end of the world. I need to go back home and defeat Medusa. Even if Chrona is here, he...Medusa needs to be removed from the world permanently. I'm still confused about what Chrona has told me. What he's said conflicts with everything that's happening back home. Is this some sort of brainwashing or side effect of Medusa toying with madness?
Whatever it is, the sooner we get home, the better.
But what can I do? Day-in and day-out, all I do is work, go to this poor excuse for a school, train, and collect evil souls. It feels like I'm running and running and not getting anywhere.
This is what I'd usually write to you about, Mama, but I can't get your mail while I'm here. Without your letters, I'm having a hard time. What do I do?
[Public]
I wish I could say I was surprised about the result of the bill, but...I'm not. There was no way it could be that easy to get out of here. At least now we can visit a wide range of places, so maybe we'll be able to find new resources of some kind? Maybe I'll visit a few...
Even I'm starting to get cabin fever staying in my room and reading every day.
Um, Chrona? I haven't seen you for a little while, so...how are you doing?