so, seriously, here's a list of things i have to pay ( Read more... )

i am sick and fucking tired of people not realizing how hard i really try ( Read more... )

soemone buy me a plane ticket to germany.

Round-trip ticket: $1,007
Booking fee per ticket: + $5
Total cost per ticket: $1,012

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blah. today has been one of those sit-around-in-pj pants-and-hoodie days. i'm sick and it sucks ass. blah. nothing good has been on TV, either. so i watched movies. i finished the shots of dakota shirt design, i hope they like it. and i'm working on the axis fabrics one. woo. fun fun. having "work" is kind of fun. when it's something you enjoy, at ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever worried about anything so much. i woke up this morning because there was crazy thunder, lightning, and rain going on outside. and i instantly though of belinda leaving out. it was around 1 or 1:30. she said she had to be at the airport at 12. ugh. i couldn't even think about going back to sleep. hope everything on that plane ( Read more... )

so, today has... sucked. yes.
belinda is... somewhere today. her aunt's, i think. she'll be leaving for germany tomorrow. blah.
yesterday was perfect.
i'm so hungry.
i'm so broke(n).

woo.

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i knew today was coming. but why did it have to come so god damn fast. there's no way it's been a week. no way at all.
time
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side.

neverwhen i saw that car pull away, with her in it, it was like that first drop on a rollercoaster. but not in a good way. i lost my stomach. i wanted to be sick. i wanted to run after her. most of ( Read more... )

holy shit. it's been awhile since i've updated. hah ( Read more... )

i'm going to be in auburn all weekend. i'll be online from time to time on my other screen name that i use for such occasions. it's "funkysatplay". sound weird? well, it is. play Pac-Mania on regular nintendo, and you'll know all about the funkys at play and other random shit. anyway, add that screen name if you desire to talk to me at some ( Read more... )