wake up early and you live to regret
i've decided from now on i will use LJ cuts, since i write so much and so often. that way you dont have to scroll down thru my long rambles...
maggie made me a red 40 cd and i've been obsessively listening to my favorite song over and over. theyre so jawbreaker, it's supercute.
i woke up way too early all hungover and took a long long shower. i'm all sore from fighting last night. wanna do it again...
the trip was good, listened to lucero a whole bunch, like old times. I cant wait til i have a cd player in my car again. between every cd i'd put in red 40 and listen to song number 12. i'd heard ben sing it at lucero shows a bunch of times. it tears me up, makes me feel sad and miss boys for no reason.
i dont even have a boy to miss. seems like every few days i have a new one to think about all day long, someone i want to kiss on. i guess i'm over the whole brandon debacle, except every now and then when i am drunk and i run into him out and miss him, or when we talk on AIM and i ask him to call me and he doesn't.
i guess now it's just more of a general missing. i just miss having someone around. i dont even have tachi now, so i can get pretty lonely, which i guess is why i spend so much time on the internet.
tennessee is beautiful in the fall. dry field, rows of cotton, changing leaves. old red barns. every small town is the same. i wish i could have just kept driving. keep going west, never stop til i hit the coast. but half a tank of gas just won't get me far enough. wish it would.
i get dumber every time, hoping whatever boy i have a crush on will call, knowing he probably won't, trying not to think about him, daydreaming all day about it. playing out what to say in my head.
two days accumulated hangover and 8 hours in the car. gotta sleep.
who cares any way.
drive around all day nowhere i should be
don't know where to go but i wish you were with me
had a dream last night was about you
didnt turn out good so i hope its not true
wish i was with you
wish i could hold your hand
or don't...
maggie made me a red 40 cd and i've been obsessively listening to my favorite song over and over. theyre so jawbreaker, it's supercute.
i woke up way too early all hungover and took a long long shower. i'm all sore from fighting last night. wanna do it again...
the trip was good, listened to lucero a whole bunch, like old times. I cant wait til i have a cd player in my car again. between every cd i'd put in red 40 and listen to song number 12. i'd heard ben sing it at lucero shows a bunch of times. it tears me up, makes me feel sad and miss boys for no reason.
i dont even have a boy to miss. seems like every few days i have a new one to think about all day long, someone i want to kiss on. i guess i'm over the whole brandon debacle, except every now and then when i am drunk and i run into him out and miss him, or when we talk on AIM and i ask him to call me and he doesn't.
i guess now it's just more of a general missing. i just miss having someone around. i dont even have tachi now, so i can get pretty lonely, which i guess is why i spend so much time on the internet.
tennessee is beautiful in the fall. dry field, rows of cotton, changing leaves. old red barns. every small town is the same. i wish i could have just kept driving. keep going west, never stop til i hit the coast. but half a tank of gas just won't get me far enough. wish it would.
i get dumber every time, hoping whatever boy i have a crush on will call, knowing he probably won't, trying not to think about him, daydreaming all day about it. playing out what to say in my head.
two days accumulated hangover and 8 hours in the car. gotta sleep.
who cares any way.
drive around all day nowhere i should be
don't know where to go but i wish you were with me
had a dream last night was about you
didnt turn out good so i hope its not true
wish i was with you
wish i could hold your hand
or don't...