steam from early morning miso and somen is fogging up my glasses.
can't tell if it is heart burn or lung ache. possibly both. smoked about 6 cigarettes, then did some tumbling on the mats after 5 guinesses at the saucer. cartwheels and rolls etc. ate noodles chris made me, slept in the guest bed. kept waking up- every time the light changed the glass blocks glowed a different color. red, green, yellow.
fire trucks woke me up, a fire at the bank or some such early morning catastrophe.
i feel gross, from sleeping in my clothes and contacts, dont want to go to work. no i don't.
wondered about intentions and possible outcomes but then decided not to bother.
maybe next time.