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[courderoy]

Who am I right now? I can’t really figure it out. I know all the superficialities. For example, I am 18 years old. I am a student. I am almost 5’10 and I weigh about 127 pounds. I have green eyes that always have bags under them. I have brown hair and thickish bangs. I have mediocre skin. I have slightly braced-out teeth. Those are so surface.

Comments

[kristeenamarie]

are you on speed?

[courderoy]

oh no. rekdghr no not at all! why?!

[kristeenamarie]

your post was super manic-like, that's all. intense, no paragraph breaks, stream of consciousness...i don't know. sorry!

[courderoy]

oh no! i'm sorry... i was just kinda feeling weird when i wrote it. i think i need to be put on drugs or s omething because i'm so down lately?

[jessicascimone]

I
KNOW
EXACTLY
HOW
YOU
FEEL.

[courderoy]

seriously?

[jessicascimone]

seriously.
I thought I was the only one,
'til I opened my mouth and realized every girl worries about the same thing as I do. And every girl is struggling trying to figure out who they really are, while trying not to show it.
Don't worry lady.
I assure you,
you're not on your own. :]

[quietachiever]

I relate more than you could know. Add?

xx

[courderoy]

please!

[quietachiever]

Thanks! I hope you don't think it's stalker-ish but I read a lot of your older entries and I just wanted to say that you write really well. You put into words a lot of feelings that I've been struggling to articulate for a long time... I hope everything is going well for you at the moment. Thanks again for the add.

Anne Maree xx

[crimsoncurrent]

saw you on RT and think you are beautiful and very slim.

[courderoy]

hey thank you. :) i don't believe we've met