Alone in this house again tonight ( Read more... )

why does this song have to be soooo good but only remind me of him?

van morrison- steal my heart away

fucking 24th of november and snow. can it get any more fucking depressing? yeah bitch im in a bad mood. i hate today

im frusterated so this is going to be a long comment okay ( Read more... )

damn you

ew being sick sucks monkey balls

im having one of those nights again. i know i have people in my life who say that they'll be there whenever i need them but its at night when its the worse. i dont even know why. its just these past couple nights ive been crying myself to sleep. people say they're there for you but i have never felt so alone in my life. its weird to explain. you ( Read more... )

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stressed out. yup thats right. um and i really could go for some chinese right now. yes i could.

so with brandon, there arent any sparks, and i mean i like talking tohim and seeing him and stuff but i dont get super excited where i cant stop smiling and my heart is racing a million miles a minute. and i dont know if i will have that for awhile. i dont know man but this whole being alone thing was fine until i started liking this kid and ( Read more... )

so along with tracey and heather, i officially decided that i'm lonely......... ahhh how sad that is. lol