he apologized for hitting me.
not for anything else that he did.

i didnt even know he had hit me.
i dont remember most of the night due to my drink being drugged and all that wonderful stuff. i guess thats one of the awesome moments i forgot.

awesome.
fucking awesome.

i said: "you did more than just that. i'm not ready to talk to you"

sometimes i catch myself remembering the way it used to be ( Read more... )

anyone who has known me for an extended period of time knows that when i get bored, i do something to my hair or get a tattoo or piercing or anything impulsive ( Read more... )

I am having a moment of clarity ( Read more... )

No one reads this anymore, right ( Read more... )

i said no.
but he wasn't listening.

Maybe I'll start using this thing again. Mainly because nobody reads it and I like to have a record of what's going on ( Read more... )

I feel like i just jumped into a time machine and am back in 10th or eleventh grade ( Read more... )

You know how people are always saying "I want you to be happy" to their exs? BULLSHIT!!! If he isn't happy with me I sure as hell don't want to see him frolicking around holding hands with someone else ( Read more... )

Soooo.... Laura and Arthur's wedding ended up being really fun (without a date!) Allan was my dancing partner since him and I share the same interest in dancing like nerds. It was delightful. I even taught everyone the Thriller dance and the Monay Monay dance. We went to Lou and Rubys after the wedding where I ran into Garrett. I declined an ( Read more... )