It rakes my heart.

[courtney_conn]

Monday I was reminded, brutally and unexpectedly, that you are not what I want.

You will never, could never, be what I so desperately need you to be. And yet the sting of that acknowledgment 
is still, after all this time, profoundly painful.

I don't know why I even try anymore, why I bother, when it's so obviously futile.

And I am nothing of a

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[savcatfoley]

:( What's wrong?
Have fun on Saturday.